Hey everyone! Just thought I'd give an update on what's been happening lately. So I want to inform everyone that I don't think I'll have any new deviations or pages to put up for a while, possibly till Spring Break (March 15-24), I don't know, we'll see because I have some midterms coming up the week before spring break and they are affecting my available times to sit down and draw. Now that doesn't mean I won't have any new deviations untill exactly Spring break, I've got maybe 1 or 2 almost ready for show, but I'm not going to be as active as I want to be nor have I been as active these past 3 weeks because of another issue that's come up in my life. I've also been recently coming to terms with some emotions from my past after talking with my counselor, and long story short, these recent emotions are affecting my schoolwork, my hobbies, my artwork, and yep, even my happiness at times. I don't know how I can explain the whole thing, nor do I think I want to, but after speaking with my parents, they believe what I'm describing to them are symptoms of severe depression and anxiety. (Jeez if it's not one thing is another with me huh? Aah, if I can still crack a joke then that means I haven't given up on myself just yet ) Needless to say, we both agreed that I may need a checkup at the doctors office and see if it's serious to which I may need prescribed medication or not. It didn't used to be this bad before, because now whatever the problems are, they're affecting me physcially too. So lately I've also been struggling to find the energy to not only complete my schoolwork but even pick up a pencil to draw more pages and illustrations. And trust me, I really really wanted to draw more and show more story and illustrations but I've been...."losing it" lately, to put it vaguely. (Heck I don't even know 100% what's going on with me and even I'm concerned as well). So I'm working hard to just keep myself in order and stay on top of my schoolwork, so I figured it's best to inform everyone about what's going on because I know you guys do care, and I really really appreciate those feelings from everyone~ You guys and gals are the greatest! Seriously, I'm very grateful for all your support and love
Anyway, so regardless of what I'm going through, I also wanted to state that if you haven't already, please continue to help reach his goal of 20 O.C./Fanfic O.C. art requests so he has more work experience to add to his portfolio and possibly increase his chances of getting into college. And for those of you that have already supported him, thanks so much for your kindness in his time of need! Seriously it warms my heart to see what we can do as artists when we work together and support each other. Please take care everyone, and I'll be in check from time to time. Thanks once again for everyone's patience and kindness during hard times~ It really helps keep me going Stay safe everyone! Later!